dear someone...

dear someone,

i heard dat u miss me.. i'm not suprised.. coz u always be with me.. now..
we are far from each other.. so.. juz tke cre of urself.. then.. i miss u damn much..
coz u're everything in my damn lyfe.. huh.. hepi holidays baby...

always, waiting for u baby..
always be with u baby..
always be there for u..
tke cre urself for me keyh..
miss u damn much...

p/s: dun forget bout me honey..

faaalll bbaaaccckkk!!!

i'm goonnaaa too faaallll baaacckk...!!!

hey my fren,

now she's all yours..
take good care of her..
dun make her sad..
if u do, i'm gonna break your leg..
tke care of her..
everything.. juz call me keyh..

created, by me...

You have angel eyes
Such a smile that lights up my life
You’re a dream come true
Now I’m holding you
And I’ll never let you go

First time I laid my eyes upon you
All my dreams were answered
First time I fall in love with you
My love to you I surrendered

Angel eyes
My heart relies
On the love you give to me
You never let me down
You’re always by my side
And I’ll never let you go

When my heart starts to crumble
And the tears start to fall
You hold me close with tender lovin’
And give me strength to carry on

I’ll never let you go
You’re always on my mind
You’re the only one for me
You’re all I need
And I’ll never, never let you go

created by: create

MY almost LOVER

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

_missing_

missing...

i'm missing.. missing in my own life..

missing u... missing everything in me...

miss all da moment in lendu.. ngee..

pliz time.. could it be more faster..

coz i wannna spent of my time in there..

kina.. computer.. class.. volleyball..

pliz hurry up.. missing thiz moment..

miss all da people::

kina
roomates
abg boooob
kak ina
kak dila
kak yana
kak nasi lemak
mr k
mr ceasar
baby an

p/s: red- veeerrryyy immmpoortaaannnttt
blue- iiimmmpppooorrrttttaaannt
green- important ke???

____at LAST_____

____AT LAST_____

at last... i win.. ngee...
someone had just said that i'm 'terhebat'...
haha...

the prove:_this is da prove... i'm not lying to u..

but then.. i juz fullfill one of my 'JANJI' to her...that is::

-nk ubah gaya rambut

huhu... i've done nothing today.. juz.. sleep..
sleep. n sleep. then cut my hair n said to that brother...
"abg, boleh tak, saya nak gunting saya gaya ala-ala AWAL ASHAARI.... boleh tak???"
then the bro said... " boleh je adik, nak gaya mawi pon boleh...."

then, i cut my hair.. i look so nice.. kina u have to see it.. haha

::always thinking::

-how do i ...........her???
-can i................her??
-i.........like him!!!
-u noe y??
-i dunnoe... yet.. i noe...
-missplace that baby'tua'
-ngeee....
-tp tiga pekataan cukup kan...
AKU SAYANG KAMU
KINA SAYANG CHOONG
-ngee


p/s: so bored without her by my side

Bila kue KembaLI

bila ku kembali???
heh.. tok pe nih eh...???

bile ku kembali, pdmu thn depan..
ku JANJI:

-nak kaco kamu
-nk wat kamu jeret2 lagik
-nk jalan2 ngan kamu
-jd belangkas
-x nk kasi kamu bli air strawberry lagik
-nk kamu belanje ku..
-nk study ngn kamu
-nk pau kamu mkanan
-nk ubh gaya rambut
-nk amik fon kamu snap pic ku
-nk jadi yang rase ku mampu adik<jadik ceasar>
-kalo bley, dtg awal lagi dari kamu tiap2 ari tgg kt jambatan
-nk kehulu kehilir[owg da pikir len da]
-nk blaja bersungguh-sungguh
-nk komunicate gne bahasa tgn kina n choong yang tade owg len paham
-nk melayan kerenah kamu
-nk pe lagi eh??
-nk 'byk lagik nih'
-nk g jmpe lectureeer sme2
-xnk jd classrefff lagik (da serik deyh)
-nk blanje kamu mkn dining..ngee
-nk bw kamu jalan2 nek kete
-nk wat owg len jeles ngn kite
-xnk kwn ngn bitch lagik


::cukup tak tuh::

specially to
miss mariam sakinah sabirin

SEPI NYEEEEEEEEEEE

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

KAU ADA DIA

Sudah lama ku memendam rasa
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa

Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

#specially for u#

::NEW LYFE::

BOOK TITLE : NEW LYFE
AUTHOR: CREATE EVO DREAMZ


CHAPTER 1

My name is CReatE. i live somewhere in Asia.
I studied in one of the best university in Asia.
When i'm in diz university, many things happen unexpectedly..
one of it.. aout love.. maybe to me, it juz one important things coz i'm very weak without support. so, i need someone to give me support. without i realize bout wut's goin on , i noe someone. da relationship begin with a smile. smile to each other are meaningful. i noe, dat we'll be frenz afta diz. yet, i noe bout her. n i begin to noe better. day by day, we are being together, doin everthing together, walk, study, even seat beside each other. in da mean time, i felt something in myself. means dat i like her. like everything bout her. but when i noe dat she has bf, suddenly it hurt me. i dun noe y. i kept dat feelin. till then, i have to find someone else, to avoid myself to fall to her. but i fail. i find many gurls then, but it was hopeless. y? i dun noe y.. it made me sad all da tyme. n i want to forget da feeling dat i love her. we were best fren all da tyme. n she noe everthing bout me. n maybe , i also noe everything bout her. i tell her eerything. da truth of me n hiding nothing from her.. n the feeling still in my heart but i keep jelous to her. em.. i dun want to tell her coz she is my best frenz.then, my seniors get to noe her. n inoe, i juz let da chance fly away.. but. nver mind.. by think da positive way.. i just let the feeling go away.. suddenlysomething happen to me.. tat really hurt me.. i have to be wif someone dat i dun love. oh my god.. damn.. pliz help me.. we are still da best frenz.. laugh,cry , eat together, xcpt when she in college... ngee.. em.. till we have one new member.. our relationship juz goin to breakdown.. make me feel uncomfortable.. huhu.. but then nva mind...

wut i love bout her::
-smile
-spirits
-disturb her
-see her cute face..]
-many more..

{somethng}
-always do wut she ask me to do
-always follow her advice
-always disturb her
-always be wif her
-always accompany her
-always love her[ooppssss]
-always miss her
-always need her by my side
-always jelous wif her
-always take my pic wif her phone
-always tell her secrets
-always let her happy
-always let her be my spirits
-always patient wif her
-always show her finger to talk wif me
-always bullying me
-always buy strawberry drink coz she dun want me to drink it
-always ask me to study at the library

wut she is ??
-cute gurl
-childish
-shorty
-sporting
-open minded
-love pink, green too
-love choclate too
-love taking picta
-love to talk bout others

to be continued...

dilemma

since when.. i fall to u.. em.. i got confused to myself..
whut should i do.. to make me feel better..
i have to be wif someone.. but.. i dont love her..
please forgive me.. now.. in my heart.. she's da one..
da one for me.. really love u... but.. i noe.. u got someone else..
i'm in dilemma...