All about sorry.......

sorry seems to be the hardest word...

people always say like this...

is it true?

for me...

sorry is the most meaningful word

why??

because...

sorry can make me feel comfort

make me feel that i get some peace in me...

let's forget the past...

let's start a new life...

let's create a new story...

a new history...

there's no use

to think and regret on what we have done

live life to its fullest

when we still have tfe time

still have the chance

grab every opportunity

that we can get

as it will not come for second time

obstacles may come

but we have to take risk for something

remember...

revenge means nothing

as "sorry" will wash it away

so now...

appreciate everything that we have

'coz we'll regret it when it goes and fade away

from our life...

to someone from someone..

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

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xaxau nyte!!!

the xaxau nyte!!
kepalaku di gile-gilekan oleh mereka... yeehaaa
thanks to cup cakes, kak baby, junaa, shafiq....
luv u alll....

i'm yours,

dear someone,

now i noe, that i never be different,
different that u wanted me to be ,
after u left me, left me alone,
i never blame u, coz it's not ur fault,
to be in dat way, separating ur soul,
from me, away, far away down,
but our heart still da same,
from da day we fall in love,
till now, 6 years, i live without u,
but u live in my heart, i noe it,
coz we cant be separated, from each other,
i really miss u, and really need u,
i'm still da one for the last 6 years,
the day u went away, holding me tightly,
i see ur face, hoping for life,
i had promise, to tke care of u,
but, i cant accept that, i be with u,
till ur last breath, that day, the last day,
i see ur face, i see u, but,
HE love u more, and HE take u away,
ur soul, will be mine forever,
my love, is urs forever,
i'm yours forever...

killing..

i always dream bout u... but y, u never came to me..
i need u as much as u need me..
please, help me n i'll help u..
i cant take it anymore.. it's ruining me..
i do need u, n by dat tyme..
only u who understand me than no one..
i'm helpless, useless.. without u..
i'm sorry, i need u ASAP..

lelaki perasan di suatu tempat..

ade sowg laki nih, haih.. perasan giler..
budget hot, macho, hensem, matured,
dy nih, sgt sombong dgn member2 lakinya sendiri..
tp, ngn pompuan, wahh.. cair gle.. sme bole..
mcm bole.. kre available laaa... baik laa konon..
membe laki nih.. nk pnjm ni, nk tolong ni, x taw pasl plajaran , kite tanye..
dier jwb tataw jer.. siot betul.. aku tau la dier pandai.. DL lak tuh..
tp, member laki dy wat camnih.. kalo pompuan bole jer..
mcm2 bole.. skg , ulang alik jer. takot kot tdo kt blok..
cm pompuan la mamat nih..

mamat nih, kutuk la aku, haih.. panas jer hati.. nk je meletup..
tp, pk balek.. sian plak kang.. xda idea nk backup dri sendiri..
dy cakap ak pondan, immatured, perlukan perhatian, x phm org len,
dy igt aku ni hape.. ak, x pnh nk kaco hdp dy, ape la mamat nih..
seronok dy kutuk aku.. concern konon.. blah laa..
kalo la aku nih pondan sekalipun.. aku nih kaco hdp dier ker??
ader ker?? hdp dy, aku x pnh pon nk kaco.. xda mknenye.. bazir jeh..
dy igt, dy mampu tarik minat minah pan*** tuh.. dy hebat r..
ak nih, x heran r ngn minah tuh.. stkt minah tuh, tepi jalan pon aku bole cari r..
dy igt, dy mampu ker jthkan aku.. aku x gentar r..
pompuan2 yg dy nak tuh.. sme jer cm dy.. haha
matured la konon. setakat pandai dalam pelajaran, tp otak tu x bole pakai..
dy x layak la nk tego ak, nk kutuk aku..

yelah, manusia, x semestinya hidup bahagia,
ak nih, hidup bkn cm korang, lyfe ak nih.. sungguh mencabar..
xpayhla nk kutuk2 mat jambu oi.. setakat org cm dy nih..
sampah jer.. nsb bek aku x layan sgt kerenah dy,
keling, keling. pe la ko nih..
da ada ank ea.. haha.. g mampos la ko..
\skg nih.. member ak pon dah benci ngn dy, perangai cm sial..
sial pon lagi baik dr dy r..
conclusion nye.. dy laki yang bertopengkan pan***, jadila keling...
hahahahahahaha

bila dy, aku, kamu..

i dunnoe. it suck,
i hate it, pliz. get it over,

i dunnoe

maybe to people eyes, i'm da one who guilty,
n it seems dat i broke everything dat had been build
since i get here, i dunnoe, why evryone still,
lookin for my fault n keep blaming me,
i dunnoe, why this such thing happen,
i had change, but no one try to understnd me,
my heart really hurt n shatterd,
my life was ruining me, keeping me in da faulty one,
i dunnoe, why, they do this to me, i cant accept it anymore,
they only think bout themselves,
but i think bout them,
when i'm in my hard tyme,
no one helping me, they juz want me to help them,
oh GOD, pliz, give me back my lyfe,
i dun wanna suffer lyke diz anymore,
i hate them, they pretend to noe me..
i hate them.. they r al da same..

the best game ever..

SAFA,
the best game ever,
played against MASSCOMM,
nevertheless, we lose,
but, the spirit is still ours,
i had played my best for my faculty,
but then, i had injured, really badly,
thanks to syg coz had some time to watch,
n support her syg playing, ngee..
tomrw , test pre calculus,
she dun study, n watch me,
i love u syg, thanks again for ur support,
thanks for taking care of me,
really appreciate that,
thanks also to mr zainal @ abg nal,
for the support that u had gave to the team,
to all players. n to all, my faculty members
for the the support that u guys gave to us,
n thanks also to, volleyball club player for the support,
thanks also to MASSCOMMERS for ur good game,
i promise, to be a the best setter starting from now,
thanks. thanks. thanks. thanks.
appreciate that,

create love da game...

matured guy..

hey guy, u think dat u r matured,
guess wut, u suck man, seriously,
u dunnoe my lyfe, but then,
u says anything bout me,
u noe nothing bout me larh..
step away before i ruining ur lyfe..
u think dat u say lyke dat, u r good enough,
no , no, u noe nothing bout da real life..
pliz, watch ur mouth before say it,
if , me , mtself want to be other ,
seem dat, it dont bother u ryte,
so, dun try to judge me, i noe myself better u,
god had made me lyke diz, dun try to challenge dat,
just step away from me, i dun want to start a fight,
get away, or else, u r gone man..

eewwww....heh

currently, huh..
wut i'm gonna say bout it..
hmm.. i ain't hate u, but u mke me hate u..
i dun even care wut u doin to me anymore
coz myself doesn't need you..
i ain't good for u, i ain't rich, i do everything
to get my lyfe better, i let everything by myself,
u cant judge me coz, i had been through everything
n, person lyke u, just finding something for the world,
i'm the world n the lyfe,
just tell me y, my heart shattered, coz of
everything that happen to me.. including u..
i am me..

kisah hidupku untuk dirimu

kemana ku pergi, hanya dirimu yang ku nantikan
kemana sahaja kau berada, aku kan tetap mencarimu
kemana sahaja ku berada, aku kan tetp mengingatimu
bila manusia berubah, semua tinggalkan aku
aku berharap kau takkan berubah
bila mereka berubah , mereka hancurkan segalanya
bila aku bersendirian, kau datang menemani aku
menemani sepi ku yang ditinggalkan rakan ku
aku disini berdiri atas diriku sendiri
mereka hanya penting diri sendiri
ku harap kau tak begitu
sentiasa bersamaku walau pun jauh
jangan jadi seperti mereka
kerana mereka hanya tahu menghancurkan
daripada menbina persahabatan
sesungguhnya aku membenci golongan mereka ini
yang hanya tahu menggunakan orang lain
habis madu sepah dibuang
dalam diri mereka hanya mementingkan kebendaan
aku ditinggalkan kerana aku miskin
namun aku takkan meninggalkan kerana aku miskin
mereka lupa diri dengan kebendaan
aku hidup dalam sengasara disebabkan mereka yang angkuh

kisah hidupku kini hancur kerana mereka
cinta ku masih tetap untukmu
tiada agi mereka dalam hidupku
ku harap kau tetap bersamaku keakhirnya

i hate u...

from da day u have someone. u had leave me behind, why..
u noe dat i always sacrifice everything for u, my time,
my life, it is not that i want u to pay back, at lease, ur promise..
i keep it in my heart, u change baby, why, it hurt me, it hurt me deeply..
i dunnoe why, it keep hunting me, it's hurt..

why, u change.. why.. tell me.. wut i had done wrong to u,
is that i'm burdening u?? u hurting me deeply, why him??
u juz frenz with him, not me, u left me behind..

yeah, i noe who i am, at least, dont leave me.. huh..
i'm cryin every moment in my heart juz coz of u..
everyone left me , including u.. i'm left alone.. always..
thanks for the memories.. i'll.. be me..

i'm still dunnoe, why it happen.. to me..
i love u more than myself, but why, me..
i sacrifices everything for u.. all i want is just the friendship..
that we had built for more than 7 month..

lyfe doesnt make sense... i hate everything!!!

i'm doubleonesix forever!!

i damn miss u..
i'm yours forever..
i miss u baby..
please come back to me..
i need you..
pliz.. pliz..
we are always doubleonesix forever
always. currently, yesterday, tomorrow, future, past,
-doubleonesix-

u had change..

why u had change??
u r not u anymore.. u change..
u r killing me softly, but i noe..
who i am to u..
i just hope dat, u r hepy wif ur lyfe..
n, i noe dat u dont need me anymore..

good bye..