a hepy day for me..

a hepy day, another hepy day in dis one month..
guess wut, i went shoping, huhu..
me n my family.. hehe we go out, straight to mahkota parade,
we walk around, n papa see me not too happy. n he said, let us go to the al ikhsan..
ok, we go there n s=he said that he awnted to buy, seliper.. em.. i think his sliper is in good condition..then, we go there, i stared at the court shoes.. wow.. so amazing.. erm.. papa say ' nk bli yg mane? pilih la cepat..' i was so shocked.. owh.. really?

than i choose the adidas one.. erm.. bt, no size, juz finish .. erm.. then, i look at this shoe.. waa.. but the price is quite high.. ermm.. n papa says' u want this one? it seem that suitable for u, it look nice too..'owh really? yup.. it's nice.. guess wut, the nike court shuttle 2.. waa... i try it, tke my size, 7 1/2.. huhu.. love it.. papa buy it for me.. yeehaaa.. thanks papa..this is NIKE COURT SHUTTLE @ shoe.. it's mine now..

wut does it feel??

erm.. it seem dat i'm in da worse part of myself.. maybe dat i need more tyme wih my frens, erm, how?? can i?? i miss my frens so much.. owh, how can i be betterthan this?? could anyone tell me??

kembalikan laa...

wahai tuhanku, kau ampunilah dosaku,
kau kembalikanlah kehidupan ku, kebahagiaanku,
segalanya yang kau ambil, kembalikan lah,
jangan biarkan aku terseksa disini, mengharapkan segalanya,
lindungilah aku, kembalikanlah segalanya,
hidupku, cintaku, hatiku, segalanya,
semoga kau merahmati kawan2ku,
berikanlah aku semangat untuk berjuang,
dalam kehidupan ini, kembalikanlah,
amin..

sye, sdar sglanye..

kmu, npa kmu ckp begitu.. em.. snanye, sye tdk brape jelas disitu,
apakah yang berlaku.. sesungguhnya, sye telah kehilangan segalanye
sye tidak mempunyai khdpan lagi, sye dah hncurkan segalanya,
harapan, cinta, segalanya. sye telah lama mengalami kesukaran, die kembali
stelah sye hapuskan dier dari hidup sye, maafkan sye. sye x sepatutnye menghancurkan kamu juga, tapi, kamu adalah sebahagian daripada hidup sye, sebahagian daripada kebahagiaan, sebahagian daripada kejatuhan dan kebangkitan, sye memang x mampu hapuskan dier dari hidup sye, sye x mampu, kini, kamu lah yang membahagiekan hari2 sye, time kaseh,

kmu, dengan ape yang kmu tulis, klau kamu mahu sye pergi, sye pergi, tp, kalau kamu mahu sye bersama kamu, saya tetap bersama kamu walaupun terpisah, sye sayang kamu, dan tidak akn meninggalkan kmu, tp, sye nak kmu bahagie, sebab sye dah tak bahagie, sye cube, tapi gagal, maafkan sye, beritahulah sye, ape yang patot sye wat.

kepada kmu yang memahami dri sye...

oh my dear result..

why?? it's coz i dun lyke u math??
tell me if i'm wrong, why u always make crazy all days??
now u mke me more crazy, u noe wut. i'm dissapointed wif u,
u promise me dat u're not goin to make thoe ' keje gile' since bfre spm.
now, u r repeating it, oh my god.

help me.
coz of u, my point going down.
u noe how important that to me?
dun take it away from me. u hve tke it once, now u'r doing it, so twice.
huh.. i had try my best for my pointer, when i look at it.
b,a,b+,a+,b then, e.. omg.

u'r ruining me.. evrythng, instead myself..
god, help me for the third tyme..

result oh result..

npa x nk kuar jerr..

adei..
x mampu menahan ketakutan menanti kamu..
rase cm nk mati jer..
berdebar-debar..
takoott...

cepat la kuar..
uitm pon 1,
menyusahakn jer..
hampeh tolll....

It's been so long
that I haven't seen your face
Im tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
It wont be long before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you till
I was fill all my mind

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
we need to link up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
we need to link up right now now now

Girl I know mistake were made between us two
And we show our eyes that now even says somethings weren't true
watch you go and haven't seen my girl since then
why can it be the way it was
cuz you were my homie lover friend
I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
we need to link up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
we need to link up right now now now

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
'Till i get you back Im gone try
I miss you much
coz you are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
'Till i get you back I m gonna try
I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
I miss you much
I miss you much

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
we need to link up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
we need to link up right now now now

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss I how you lie
just wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
the one that'll grind with me with me
said the one that'll grind with me

I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss I how you lie
I wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine
the one that'll grind with me with me
said the one that'll grind with me


I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
we need to link up right now now now

I wanna make up right now now now
I wanna make up right now now now
Wish we never broke up right now now now
we need to link up right now now now

ps; this could be something tat i would describe myself to u orchid..

still remember??

hope that u can still remember..

u noe before diz, i had said something to u.
i said dat

'aku hepy coz ko dgn aku, hepy sgt.
to me.. kaulah yg paling bernilai dalam hidup kue'

act, i really mean it, i dun wanna lose u one day.
so, i will take care of u, n i won't leave u. i PROMISE :)
my lyfe goin wrong before diz, but, still fine.
i hope that u'll be fine. promise to me, that u want leave me.
i i WON"T LEAVE U. ok??

ps: missing u damn much. counting da day to be back.

this eyes

the second best fall..



this eyes make the second best fall for me..

why?
wow.. memukau.. jatuh lagik..

who?
huhu.. secret.. juz guess who is she?


ps: teka la eh.. klo btoi, dapt 1 markah..

the best fall...

the best fall..

'FALL FOR YOU'

description:

why?
it make me sick everytime, every single moment

who?
dunooe.. secret..

anything??
i would to be by her side if ican.
i like to see the smiles from the sweet face.
i like to disturb her, everyday.
i like to walk with her.
i like she's waiting for me everyday.
i like when she laugh.
i like she's following me, settle everything.

ps: guess who she is??

dat day....

dat day??? which day??
dunnoe..

i walk alone.. looking foward.. deeply to think.. wut is goin on..
suddenly, i saw u.. wif someone else.. owh..
walk by me, but u didn't realized me.. how could u..
u hold his hand.. omg.. then.. neva mind..

i walk by.. paid da ticket and through the stairs..
i saw u downstairs.. kissing him.. omg..
i message u..

'u ada kat ner nieh?'
'i ad kt uma la. npa'
'owh. yeje u kt uma??'
'ye. u x cy kt i ke?'
'xdala,xpela. u cm bz jer. nt la msg lg k..'
'aah. i nga bz. ad keje skit,
'ok la. bye'

i'm really disspointed wif u. but. neva mind.
i'll leave u alone. thnks.

da meaning of lyfe?

da meaning of life??

wut's da meaning of lyfe??

to me??

ermm.. dunnoe..

if u noe...

tell me....

huh...

thinking????

wut i'm thinking??

day by day, im thinking bout my lyfe. 'wut is it gonna be in da future??'
i wonder how can i solve all thosw days problems. it's not dat i'm hiding something from u guys, but it seem dat, i'm not feeling u guys should noe bout it' it's bcoz it's my lyfe. i dun want everyone wut that i'm thinking. i'm very sad bout diz. i noe wut i'm doing. but pliz, dun punished me. i wanna go out, being wif my frens, spent tyme wif them, coz they r everything to me. they cheer me up. i'm not telling dat u'r not important to me, u guys important to me, but.. it seem dat.. u give conditions dat i dun lyke. i cant follow it.. i'm stress wif it.. i'm so sorry tell u bout all diz.. i wanna be free. free lyke others.. coz, my life is free. i like being in freedom. if u want me to stayed at home, fine, bring her to me. so that i shall stayed at home. else, dun punished me lyke diz. it's hurting me. u noe wut, u not allowing me to ctc my frens, esspecially girl, y?? i noe dat i had done terrible things, but pliz, dun ever hurt me lyke diz. i noe bout myself, my responsibility, but, dun hurt me lyke that. i had frens. they dun noe wut happen to me. u want to noe so that they can understand myself?? u want that?? huh.. pliz.. dun hurt me.. it makes me hate u. n getting to search for my mum.. i need her. i need my frens. i need my lyfe. if u want me to be in diz new lyfe, bring her to me. u guys hurting me.. i noe dat i made mistakes. u said dat u can hear everything. but. it seems dat.. nothing.. i hate dat..


uhhh...

miss all my frens.. pliz god help me

kinaaaa... heeelllppp meeee.....

dear someone...

dear someone,

i heard dat u miss me.. i'm not suprised.. coz u always be with me.. now..
we are far from each other.. so.. juz tke cre of urself.. then.. i miss u damn much..
coz u're everything in my damn lyfe.. huh.. hepi holidays baby...

always, waiting for u baby..
always be with u baby..
always be there for u..
tke cre urself for me keyh..
miss u damn much...

p/s: dun forget bout me honey..

faaalll bbaaaccckkk!!!

i'm goonnaaa too faaallll baaacckk...!!!

hey my fren,

now she's all yours..
take good care of her..
dun make her sad..
if u do, i'm gonna break your leg..
tke care of her..
everything.. juz call me keyh..

created, by me...

You have angel eyes
Such a smile that lights up my life
You’re a dream come true
Now I’m holding you
And I’ll never let you go

First time I laid my eyes upon you
All my dreams were answered
First time I fall in love with you
My love to you I surrendered

Angel eyes
My heart relies
On the love you give to me
You never let me down
You’re always by my side
And I’ll never let you go

When my heart starts to crumble
And the tears start to fall
You hold me close with tender lovin’
And give me strength to carry on

I’ll never let you go
You’re always on my mind
You’re the only one for me
You’re all I need
And I’ll never, never let you go

created by: create

MY almost LOVER

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you'd never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

_missing_

missing...

i'm missing.. missing in my own life..

missing u... missing everything in me...

miss all da moment in lendu.. ngee..

pliz time.. could it be more faster..

coz i wannna spent of my time in there..

kina.. computer.. class.. volleyball..

pliz hurry up.. missing thiz moment..

miss all da people::

kina
roomates
abg boooob
kak ina
kak dila
kak yana
kak nasi lemak
mr k
mr ceasar
baby an

p/s: red- veeerrryyy immmpoortaaannnttt
blue- iiimmmpppooorrrttttaaannt
green- important ke???

____at LAST_____

____AT LAST_____

at last... i win.. ngee...
someone had just said that i'm 'terhebat'...
haha...

the prove:_this is da prove... i'm not lying to u..

but then.. i juz fullfill one of my 'JANJI' to her...that is::

-nk ubah gaya rambut

huhu... i've done nothing today.. juz.. sleep..
sleep. n sleep. then cut my hair n said to that brother...
"abg, boleh tak, saya nak gunting saya gaya ala-ala AWAL ASHAARI.... boleh tak???"
then the bro said... " boleh je adik, nak gaya mawi pon boleh...."

then, i cut my hair.. i look so nice.. kina u have to see it.. haha

::always thinking::

-how do i ...........her???
-can i................her??
-i.........like him!!!
-u noe y??
-i dunnoe... yet.. i noe...
-missplace that baby'tua'
-ngeee....
-tp tiga pekataan cukup kan...
AKU SAYANG KAMU
KINA SAYANG CHOONG
-ngee


p/s: so bored without her by my side

Bila kue KembaLI

bila ku kembali???
heh.. tok pe nih eh...???

bile ku kembali, pdmu thn depan..
ku JANJI:

-nak kaco kamu
-nk wat kamu jeret2 lagik
-nk jalan2 ngan kamu
-jd belangkas
-x nk kasi kamu bli air strawberry lagik
-nk kamu belanje ku..
-nk study ngn kamu
-nk pau kamu mkanan
-nk ubh gaya rambut
-nk amik fon kamu snap pic ku
-nk jadi yang rase ku mampu adik<jadik ceasar>
-kalo bley, dtg awal lagi dari kamu tiap2 ari tgg kt jambatan
-nk kehulu kehilir[owg da pikir len da]
-nk blaja bersungguh-sungguh
-nk komunicate gne bahasa tgn kina n choong yang tade owg len paham
-nk melayan kerenah kamu
-nk pe lagi eh??
-nk 'byk lagik nih'
-nk g jmpe lectureeer sme2
-xnk jd classrefff lagik (da serik deyh)
-nk blanje kamu mkn dining..ngee
-nk bw kamu jalan2 nek kete
-nk wat owg len jeles ngn kite
-xnk kwn ngn bitch lagik


::cukup tak tuh::

specially to
miss mariam sakinah sabirin

SEPI NYEEEEEEEEEEE

Sepi hati terjadi lagi
Mungkin sampai mati aku sepi
Biar senyum hadir di hariku
namun ini hanya ada di bibir
di bibir saja

Aku ini yang bisa mengerti
walaupun yang lain mau mengerti
Namun berat beban hidupku
biarkan saja
Biar saja hanya ku yang tahu

Sejarah cinta dan hidupku
penuh duri dan banyak ranjau
Butuh kesabaran yang penuh
untuk tetap ku berdiri

Oh.. ada saatnya ku bicara
bila hatiku telah bulat
Sepanjang ku bisa atasi semua
aku tetap diam

KAU ADA DIA

Sudah lama ku memendam rasa
Cinta di dalam dada
Namun tidak pernah bersuara
Kerana takut kecewa

Ku tunggu waktu yang lebih baik
Untuk langkah pertama
Jauh dari apa yang ku kira
Hatimu ada yang punya

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

Mungkin juga semuanya salah ku
Terlalu mengharapkan cinta
Tapi sepi yang merasuk kalbu
Membawa angan melayang

Di dalam mimpi kita berdua
Mesra bersama dilamun cinta
Oh tetapi kenyataannya aku sedar kau ada dia

#specially for u#

::NEW LYFE::

BOOK TITLE : NEW LYFE
AUTHOR: CREATE EVO DREAMZ


CHAPTER 1

My name is CReatE. i live somewhere in Asia.
I studied in one of the best university in Asia.
When i'm in diz university, many things happen unexpectedly..
one of it.. aout love.. maybe to me, it juz one important things coz i'm very weak without support. so, i need someone to give me support. without i realize bout wut's goin on , i noe someone. da relationship begin with a smile. smile to each other are meaningful. i noe, dat we'll be frenz afta diz. yet, i noe bout her. n i begin to noe better. day by day, we are being together, doin everthing together, walk, study, even seat beside each other. in da mean time, i felt something in myself. means dat i like her. like everything bout her. but when i noe dat she has bf, suddenly it hurt me. i dun noe y. i kept dat feelin. till then, i have to find someone else, to avoid myself to fall to her. but i fail. i find many gurls then, but it was hopeless. y? i dun noe y.. it made me sad all da tyme. n i want to forget da feeling dat i love her. we were best fren all da tyme. n she noe everthing bout me. n maybe , i also noe everything bout her. i tell her eerything. da truth of me n hiding nothing from her.. n the feeling still in my heart but i keep jelous to her. em.. i dun want to tell her coz she is my best frenz.then, my seniors get to noe her. n inoe, i juz let da chance fly away.. but. nver mind.. by think da positive way.. i just let the feeling go away.. suddenlysomething happen to me.. tat really hurt me.. i have to be wif someone dat i dun love. oh my god.. damn.. pliz help me.. we are still da best frenz.. laugh,cry , eat together, xcpt when she in college... ngee.. em.. till we have one new member.. our relationship juz goin to breakdown.. make me feel uncomfortable.. huhu.. but then nva mind...

wut i love bout her::
-smile
-spirits
-disturb her
-see her cute face..]
-many more..

{somethng}
-always do wut she ask me to do
-always follow her advice
-always disturb her
-always be wif her
-always accompany her
-always love her[ooppssss]
-always miss her
-always need her by my side
-always jelous wif her
-always take my pic wif her phone
-always tell her secrets
-always let her happy
-always let her be my spirits
-always patient wif her
-always show her finger to talk wif me
-always bullying me
-always buy strawberry drink coz she dun want me to drink it
-always ask me to study at the library

wut she is ??
-cute gurl
-childish
-shorty
-sporting
-open minded
-love pink, green too
-love choclate too
-love taking picta
-love to talk bout others

to be continued...

dilemma

since when.. i fall to u.. em.. i got confused to myself..
whut should i do.. to make me feel better..
i have to be wif someone.. but.. i dont love her..
please forgive me.. now.. in my heart.. she's da one..
da one for me.. really love u... but.. i noe.. u got someone else..
i'm in dilemma...

back to da basic..

today.. my life is perfectly back to da basic..
thanks to my friends.... specially to kinakuna,arsyan,athira,fazli, ismeth zain azri
appreciate dat guys.. huhu.. thanks.. thanks.. thanks.. thanks..


::everything seem to be da best for me::muahxx33

++lyfe is just a dreamz++

I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

things happen so fast
it came, then it gone..
left me alone.. again..
why it should be like this..
i dunnoe why.. so far i had gone..
everything seem to be okey..
but then.. it suddenly.. fly out..
through the heart where it comes..
pretend to knoe everything..
everything happen gave the effects..
make me suffer from time to time..
everything such a liar..
everything juz past is juz a dreamz..
dreamz bout lyfe... create in dreams..
i'm dreaming bout u.. bout her..
then.. it gone.. forever..
thanks for da dreams..
everything juz a dreamz...@ nightmare..

is lyfe make sense??

erm... dunnoe wut to think.. coz everythings seem to be wrong.. everything dat happen.. make me feel so sad.. i'm sorry.. things happen in da blinking of da eyes.. it make me suffer.. after a long time.. please dear.. help me out of diz probs. i need u.. evrytime.. every seconds...
thing happen without a planning.. so i had to be.. hurm... dun noe..
why... do it always do dis to me... i wrote something bout her:-

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

everyday.. i'm think bout someone.. till now..
everyone cant answer da question.. where she is..
em.. searching for her for along time..
i miss her.. n i need her.. where did she go..
lyfe incomplete without her.. huh..
hope dat she read my post ryte now..
coz i want her to noe dat i really need her...
and willing to accept her in wutever case..
please.. come back to me.. please...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
whut i want is... juz want her to come back to me.. since for a long tyme.. i searched for her...
n only diz i get.. nothing.. i miss her.. miss her so much.. huh..
i have to be wif someone.. but i dont wat to.. tell me GOD.. why all diz happen to me..
do GOD really want to punished me...??? i cant stand it anymore.. pliz.. pliz.. come back t0 me..

[create_luv_mum]

nEw Lyfe.. new dREamz..

now i see a brighter future...
im more focused...
i have make choice.. n dun look back.. lyfe could be simple..
i know wat i want n im going to just go for it n
theres not a soul dat can stop me unless its god himself...
im beginning to appreciate life
now dat i've found a meaning to it....
so i'll end dis with ..a saying of its never too late..
if u wanna do anytheenk in ur life...
make da best of what u can n…
what u r....
stand tall n aim high....
when u r stable u'll know how beautiful life is.....