thinking????

wut i'm thinking??

day by day, im thinking bout my lyfe. 'wut is it gonna be in da future??'
i wonder how can i solve all thosw days problems. it's not dat i'm hiding something from u guys, but it seem dat, i'm not feeling u guys should noe bout it' it's bcoz it's my lyfe. i dun want everyone wut that i'm thinking. i'm very sad bout diz. i noe wut i'm doing. but pliz, dun punished me. i wanna go out, being wif my frens, spent tyme wif them, coz they r everything to me. they cheer me up. i'm not telling dat u'r not important to me, u guys important to me, but.. it seem dat.. u give conditions dat i dun lyke. i cant follow it.. i'm stress wif it.. i'm so sorry tell u bout all diz.. i wanna be free. free lyke others.. coz, my life is free. i like being in freedom. if u want me to stayed at home, fine, bring her to me. so that i shall stayed at home. else, dun punished me lyke diz. it's hurting me. u noe wut, u not allowing me to ctc my frens, esspecially girl, y?? i noe dat i had done terrible things, but pliz, dun ever hurt me lyke diz. i noe bout myself, my responsibility, but, dun hurt me lyke that. i had frens. they dun noe wut happen to me. u want to noe so that they can understand myself?? u want that?? huh.. pliz.. dun hurt me.. it makes me hate u. n getting to search for my mum.. i need her. i need my frens. i need my lyfe. if u want me to be in diz new lyfe, bring her to me. u guys hurting me.. i noe dat i made mistakes. u said dat u can hear everything. but. it seems dat.. nothing.. i hate dat..


uhhh...

miss all my frens.. pliz god help me

kinaaaa... heeelllppp meeee.....